June 6th, 2010
these hands

these hands

These hands are strong and capable.  They are not afraid to work.   They are eager to help.  These hands are soft and gentle.  They touch the ones I love.

these arms

these arms

These arms hold my children.  These arms embrace the ones I love.

these legs

these legs

These legs are sturdy and strong.  They reach the ground and take me where I need to go.

these feet

these feet

These feet have walked in foreign lands and felt the touch of foreign sands.

this belly

this belly

This belly carried my babies and kept them safe until they were ready to face the world.  The marks are a badge of honor, earned while I swelled to accommodate the beautiful babies that grew within me.

these breasts

these breasts

These breasts brought forth the life-giving sustenance that nourished my babies for two full years.

these eyes

these eyes

These eyes are the windows to my soul. Wide open, they hide nothing. These eyes have cried an ocean of tears. They’ve sparkled with joy and flashed with ire.

this smile

this smile

This smile can light up a room.

myskin

this skin

This skin is soft and silky.  Feminine.  It speaks, and what it has to say is “I am woman.”

these lines

these lines

These lines have stories to tell.  Each wrinkle unique to me, and only me.

these scars

these scars

These scars bear testimony of joy and pain.  Each one carries its own memory and evokes the seasons and the senses.  This one, a burn, came on a hot summer night, in the company of family and loved ones, while the secret sorrow of another lost baby distracted my mind.  I treasure each scar, which represents some chapter in my life.  Each one is a part of the story of who I am and how I came to be the me who is here now.

this mind

this mind

This mind is at times sharp and quick. At times misunderstood. At times blocked. At times stubborn. At times witty.  At times at war with itself.  Always hungry for resolution, reason, understanding, wisdom, peace, and harmony.

this face

this face

This face is a fortunate happenstance of genetics.  It wears the years well.  This face says, “This is me, here and now.  I am strong.  I am kind.  I am good.  I mean no harm.  I am trying to do my best and to be my best.  I am alive.  I am real.  I am blessed.  I am not broken.  But I am sometimes sad.”

myheart

this heart

This heart is learning to honor the vessel that holds it.  This heart is full of love.

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5 Responses to “finding beauty in all of me”

aunty evil Says:

Lovely. There is nothing else I can say.

MsCellania Says:

Beautiful.

suse Says:

You are beautiful, inside and out.

Mary Says:

You are brave beautiful and strong.

And inspiring.

Alby Mangroves Says:

This post made me cry, but they were happy tears. You are so lovely to look at, but your words are more than that; they’re inspiring and insightful, heartfelt and meaningful.
If only we could all look at ourselves like this, all the time. What a place the world would be! Love your work xx